Hoyland & Co

Time passing by with nothing changing
The hope of change leading to nothing
A recurring word and a recurring feeling
Of emptiness and failure
Of shortfalling and failure
Or a lack of all but failure.

I take a step to try to change
But in my strength I do nothing
All alone inside my mind
Needing something to fill the void
And all I see or feel or hear
Is nothing.

And again I fail
See no way out
No hope of change
Or hope at all
Lord, free me now
And take my hand.
My way
My hope
My all.

It’s been a while since I’ve posted and I know it’s been quiet - I always forget that’s what happens when everyone goes to Whitby! We really missed it this year.

I have something to post but it’s not quite finished yet and I am also nearly done on my first proper design for my site too. Which I am excited about. I will let you know when it’s ready. Well - you’ll see when it’s ready as the site will look different. But I’ll give you heads up - this site will look different soon. I’ve also, in the process of trying to create my ideal theme ended up creating a couple of other ones that I will show you all soon too. I’m quite pleased.

Anyway - till then - I thought I would share with you the latest image I am using for my wallpaper. It was created by a guy called Paulo Correa and I found it on the stock.xchang. I don’t know if you will be able to view the guys profile if you don’t have a membership to the site but you should get one if you don’t. I’ve mentioned it before so won’t go on about it. Here’s the image:

We went to a wedding this afternoon and one of the readings was from Ecclesiastes 3. I thought I’d share it with you:

There is a time for everything,
and a season for every activity under heaven:
a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,
a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,
a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,
a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain,
a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,
a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,
a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.

I left the window of the spare room open last night and now all the killer moths are in here trying to eat me.

Someone please help.

Morning all.

I hope you are happy and well. It was great to see many of you yesterday for Isaac’s dedication. I’ve put a few pictures from the day on my Flickr photostream. If you have any pictures from the day and don’t mind me having them I would love it if you could send them to me. I’ll probably put them on Flickr too. Hope you don’t mind. Especially any family type photos as I don’t seem to have many!

Thanks… and thanks for coming. I wanted to explain why we asked for Happy Day by Tim Hughes at the service. It’s because it was one of the songs that played on iTunes during labour and I didn’t think Suck My Kiss by Red Hot Chilli Peppers was appropriate. Also - I wasn’t sure the band knew it…

Can anyone lend (or give) me £60000?